I think many of us are in a similar place – emotionally, mentally, politically, etc. And for me, I’m not trying to swim anymore, but I’ve reverted the conserve energy and float method of attempted survival.

I don’t know. I’ve built a whole persona and career and life around being online. I blogged before it was popular, got married to a dude I met in a goth chatroom (and later to a guy I met via the Salon/Bust.com “personals”. HAH.

But it all feels so ick now and I don’t know what else to say or do about it.